Wow... so another year has past and i'm amazed at where God has brought me out of in only the last 6 months....and now its January 2009 and its that time for resolutions, time to make changes, time to put my faith into practice and try to make a difference.
I only have one resolution or one desire for 09'...i Just want to not miss God this year. I want make sure that i'm walking the path i'm called to and making life giving decisions.
The Fast:21 day fast
Our church is Fasting this month and i plan to take part. I feel so unworthy of all the blessings God dropped on Esteban and I in late 08'. I'm excited about really getting on my face and seeking God for 2009. One of the things I am most thankful for this is my church home. I'm constantly surrounded by life giving people and pastors who truly desire the heart of God. I feel so blessed.
The Album:charise.org
I've spent the last 10 years chasing the dream instead of the one who gave me this dream. And now that I've finally let it all go God gives it back to me in the most amazing way. My new album is in the works...songs have been chosen and the direction is set. The last year has been a rough one and im in awe of God, and how the songs I've written in such a desperate and secret place will be heard. It is scary to be vulnerable and allow people to see your issues.....but that is the way of the ninja i assume.
Life is good, and i'm ready....i'm ready to jump. Total surrender is a scary, fulfilling place...and it is now my new residence...
-chari
